A mess like me.
Overcoming obstacles is never an easy job, especially when your emotions are involved. I suppose with everything that’s happened, all I can hope for is time to heal. When I let my guard down the battle with my emotions seeps out.
I would never say drinking is the answer and I am by far an alcoholic, but all my damage and hurt seems to creep out when I’ve had a few drinks.
I’ve noticed that lately when I go out I drink more than I used to in a night. I’m not entirely sure why this is to be honest, but if you’re a smart person and can put two and two together. My subconscious is trying its hardest to make me feel better - but all it is doing is making me worse.
I need to get on top of this. I need to sort myself out. You don’t want to be a mess like me.
EDIT: Coming back to this post a day later. Gosh, I am so dramatic when I’m upset and hung over. Carry on.