August 13, 2014


"I’m sorry"

"Don’t be"

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August 12, 2014


I used to think that the worst thing in life was to be alone.

It’s not.

The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone.

Robin Williams

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Protection

We all have secrets.

Often when you think about secrets you think of malicious, hurtful or even detrimental information being withheld from the world. But that’s not always the case. Intention is a close rule to follow.

Sometimes secrets are kept to protect yourself, some are to protect others. Today I learnt about a friend that has kept a secret from me. It has been a selfless act of the greatest kind that I cannot even begin to describe. To protect their integrity and dignity I won’t be revealing it.

I’m not as selfless. I could never. I don’t have the inner strength to put others ahead of myself to that extent. I admire people who can.

You can spend your life knowing someone and one tiny piece of information changes everything. They are so much greater in character than you could ever imagine.

Not all secrets are to hurt, but to protect from hurt. 

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August 9, 2014


I need to get my life back together.

I need to get my life back together.

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July 31, 2014


When it rains, it pours.

I’m not great at dealing with things when I’m upset. I’m strong and cope incredibly well for so long, but when the storm settles the smallest things trigger me to be upset. Sometimes the whole world feels like it’s coming down on me.

Today wasn’t a bad day. But it wasn’t a good day either. I miss having the great days. The days that when you go to bed, you wake up the next day still smiling. It’s hard to have those days after everything that’s happened. I know they will come back. Eventually.

Right now when it’s good, it’s okay. When it’s bad, everything hurts. It’s hard to stay positive when what brought so much love and light into your life has been taken away.

I’ll work it out.

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July 27, 2014


A month ago today I lost the sunshine in my life. Love you forever Mum.

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July 23, 2014


My brothers are pretty cool sometimes.

My brothers are pretty cool sometimes.

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July 22, 2014


Lost in translation

Moving your life on after losing someone close is not as straight forward as I once thought. I’m a logical person. I think about things in a logical way. I write everything down, devise a plan, and execute.

I find myself tripping up a lot. It’s hard to shake out the daily habits involving them. I can’t just quickly call to say how my day was. That’s gone forever.

It’s now changed from being all about them and the loss of their lives, and is now focused on me. I need to get myself together. They wouldn’t want me dragging behind. They would want me to rise above it all.

It’s a lot harder than I thought.

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July 15, 2014


The loss of another

My Oma (German for ‘grandma’) passed away two days ago. I’m not going to write much more about loss for the moment. Too much has happened in the past 4 weeks and honestly I need to keep my head up.

Life, give me a break please.

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July 12, 2014